More Life

I am learning,  how to say I love you. How to smile when I see his call, How not to touch myself when he is pleasing me. I am learning… To drink green tea, to hydrate, To run at least 30minutes a day, To eat more salads, and not necessarily the ones with fruit. I…

Lock Down

Allow me to tell our story: we met on a cold night, a while back a month like this, it was on a Tuesday i think a date that ended with (th) i think it was the thirteenth, if not the fourteenth, he was beautiful his eyes sparkled.   Allow me to tell our story:…

Regret… A friend?

Driven in silence, anger and remorse, my eyes speak a language that no one understands, all roads are darkened, especially the one to my heart, i start being numb, regret is becoming a friend. Driven by adrenaline, anger and rage, my heart yearns for something unknown, it beats so loud, my thoughts are hardly in…

Matching panties

I wore a matching bra and panties today… They were green in color,dont know why i chose that color,but it seemed right,with the mood i had then. Wish i had worn the black pair or the pink one,maybe the red one,then luck would have been on my side. I felt sexy when i woke up…

Maybe it’s regret

They say regret is for the morning after, And maybe I regret being with you, Not the night before, Neither is it the morning after, After I took; the pill They say; all is forbidden, But not after having a piece of you, All is wrong but not after you Temptations never seem to burn off…

let me be

I close my eyes and go to a happy place, A little wooden house, that I would call my palace, A way from reality, humanity, And the falseness in their mentality, I close my eyes and dance, Move my waist, thighs and ass, Trying to smile at the happiness from within. As I smell the…

Passionate Poison

A friend of mine recently tagged me in a post about the mama who razed the boyfriends car in Rongai simply because she found out he was having an affair with another woman. I was stupefied by the stupidity of the said woman and before y’all throw stones, kindly remember the burnt car wasn’t having…

The Closure

sometimes we want to give up, give up on trying to look for the things we thought we deserved. we wanna throw our hands in the air and say that we do not care, that nothing makes better sense apart from being a loner. and we all have a “her” or a “him” a fiction of some…

I am sorry…

I have always wanted to write you a letter, one that am sure you will never read, but i do hope and pray that the stars and skies will create an opportunity and that you will come across this letter. I did everything like the rest, i was afraid of standing out, I feared being…

A Second Longer

One year ago i began this journey, to let my words cry as they ooze the goodness and badness of this falasy we are in. Today i continue this journey with a guest post: something penned at around 4am, wild thoughts of a man struggling with sexual thirst since he does a long distance relationship. It…