let me be

I close my eyes and go to a happy place,

A little wooden house, that I would call my palace,

A way from reality, humanity,

And the falseness in their mentality,

I close my eyes and dance,

Move my waist, thighs and ass,

Trying to smile at the happiness from within.

As I smell the scent from him.

I close my eyes and a hot tear drops,

I hold my tummy and I feel a pop,

6 months later and the events unveil,

Not of me with a veil on my face,

Walking down the isle…

I close my eyes and try not to cry,

I still wish it was last July,

When he passed nearby,

I just wish I said goodbye,

I close my eyes and feel his touch,

Hope I’d  been a better judge,

Not to let him part my legs,

After a meal of bacon and eggs..

I close my eyes and remember his kiss,

Not that on my cheek, but on my lips,

As we watched the moon, hoping for an eclipse,

As I hoped that I was not just a “chips funga”,

I close my eyes and remember his last text,

“I have a girlfriend and things are cool now, we can still be friends though”

I can still feel that sharp pain on my back,

How could he be such a jerk!!

I close my eyes ;

And try to go back to my happy place,

Hoping that I will cope up with the pace,

That I do not have one but two heart beats,

I close my eyes,

And go back to dance, this time round,

Not shaking my waist, thighs and ass,

But dancing to the rhythm and beat from within,

I close my eyes and hope everything will be better.

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